Friday, August 14, 2009

Day 14 of Juice Feasting - The point of life

Official two week mark today.  Strangely enough, it doesn't feel like it at all.  More like just a few days.  Maybe because my cleansing reactions are dealt with on a daily basis with my energy work, (www.TheSourceSynergy), so the ride is smooth, physically at least.  Emotionally, everything is coming up to be looked at and released, way faster and more powerfully than ever before.  The great thing is that it is so much easier to release them when doing this cleanse! I can access with pinpoint clarity things that had puzzled me for years.  They clear and transform way faster too.  Yeah!  Love it!

Some sabotage patterns are rearing their heads, making me just want to throw in the towel, trying to convince me that Juice Feasting is just a very bad idea.  I'm going to have to tackle and clear this one completely, that's for sure.

I had lots of greens today, several pounds of them.  I just love greens.  Fermented cabbage, kale, pea sprouts, basil, celery and cucumber were on the menu, as well as the old standards green apple and carrots.  That and a ton of Sunfire Elixir, which I have started squirting straight into my mouth.  Yum!  My body is craaavvvving Miso.  I do not know what this is all about.  I made yet another batch of fermented cabbage, and brought all three jars to friends' house so they could keep an eye on them while I am gone for the week.

Little did I know that I was going to walk into a Russian speaking fiesta.  Kids everywhere, bonfire, star gazing.  Fun!

I love speaking with kids.  They have much less programming than adults.  I hung out with my friends' kids today, and their friends.  I don't think I'm the typical adult.  I play with them, jumped on the trampoline, talk to them as people, not kids, I speak to the spirit inside of them, and can be plain goofy.  I act as a person, not as an adult higher than them.  

Later on, as we were lying on blankets watching the stars, they started badgering me to tell them all the movies I've seen at the "movie under the stars" nights... and errr... my memory was falling miserably.  What is the point of life if you forget it all?  That is the big philosophical question of the evening.  So one kid asked me "Well, did you have fun watching the movies under the stars?"  And there it was, the answer to our question:  maybe there is no other point in life, but to have fun, and enjoy the ride!

My friend told me that Buddhist monks talk about the fact that there is infinity inside of us, a field of stars, as when you look inside on the atomic level, it looks like stars.  I know, I've experienced it.  I have seen the fields of stars within me, and sensed infinity inside and out.  It is a wondrous feeling.

So I am dreaming with the stars tonight, and will see you again on this blog after the weekend, as I am going to an off grid home for the weekend.

Much love to all, and to all good night!

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