First off, on the physical level, some of the symptoms that I have had all my adult life have DISAPPEARED in only 5 freakin' days! The 4 months ongoing oozing infection on my leg that wouldn't heal no matter what I tried is gone, and the skin is healing... I'm also glad to report that I am out of the Noxious Kingdom :o) Symptoms of old illnesses are starting to resurface, as they are cleared from the body: I had arthritic pain in my hand most of the day, now it's gone, then it was the ankle, then a throat pain (still there) and a fleeting earache. It's kind of fun, it's like seeing a movie on rewind.
On the mental/ emotional level, emotions are coming in stronger, the root causes (whether verbal or not) are more apparent, and are clearing faster. As the physical gunk is releasing from my body, there is less of a need to hold on to the emotional gunk, and the detaching is easier, faster. My connection to Source has already grown tremendously in just a few days. I cannot imagine how it will be in three months!
I went to the supermarket slightly hungry on purpose, to go into the next level of emotional hunger, in order to release it. I got in touch with the feelings of belonging, familiarity, security, nurturing, associated with familiar packaged foods, as well as the emotional need to focus on food, as a mean to shield myself from the world.
Oh, a friend just called from the west coast, and I haven't spoken to her in a looooong time, so cheerio gang! I'm signing off for the night.
Mary, the name of the book series that we are basing the ecovillage on is called Anastasia "The Ringing Cedars of Russia" by Vladimir Megre. It is a great book series, I recommend it, although keep in mind that the first 2 books are not very well written, but it gets much better.
Kisses,
Tamara
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