Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Day 39 of Juice Feasting - foul mood

After a wonderful day filled with a string of overseas French speaking phone sessions, followed by a visit with a friend and watching a funny movie, foul mood has hit.  Just like that, out of the blues.*  I'm grumpy, I'm fed up of this cleanse, and I've just drank a fresh coconut, surely an overly sweet addition to my no-sugar month.  Aargh!!  

I'm writing fresh off my mind, with no time to stop, reflect and transform with Source, just so that you can see that I also have melt down moments.  Now, as I am writing this, sanity is creeping back into my brain, whispering sweet nothings "it's just the candida, dear, you'll be just fine"... but maybe I just don't want to be fine, maybe I just want to pout and hurt myself... and maybe, just maybe, I'll just transform all these yucky feelings and emotions that are surfacing and I will feel even better than before.  

I just made myself some pau d'arco and horsetail tea to give a boot to the candida.  Feeling better already.  Take that, critters!

* PS: actually, it's not quite true, as I have an idea as to the train of thought that triggered the grumpiness, I just don't want to do anything about it quite yet... but will soon enough.  Ok, a melt down that lasts about 10 minutes, I think I'm tougher than that.

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