Day 41 of Juice Feasting - the bubble has burst

Today was arguably one of the most difficult of my cleanse, ... and one of the best.  The emotions that surfaced the night before last were in my face, threatening to engulf me, yet I was able to do phone sessions on other people with great clarity.  

The pain was present, yet I was detached from it most of the time.  Watching it, being a witness, and relentlessly bringing in Source's light and transforming the sensations, blockages or emotions that surfaced.  I felt that I was riding the bucking bronco of my mind.  I almost got thrown off a time or two, but instead allowed myself to relax, forgave myself for minor transgressions, and stayed on, until the light of love subdued and transformed my bronco into a sweet, sweet partner.  

The bubble of pain has burst.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Just in time too:  we're just past the traditional "40 days in the desert" purification journey.

One physical thing I became aware of today, is that I've been a bit lax taking the drawing formula and intestinal movement pills, (#1 and #2 from Dc.Shultze), and that I am quite sure that taking them makes a bit difference emotionally as well, as the toxins get encapsulated and moved out faster.  So my commitment from now on, is to always have a stash of them with me in the car, and to take them everyday.  Let's face it, I've been on the road more than not on this cleanse, and I need to have all my supplies with me at all times!

I also made more juices than usual today in order to overfeed my body while it was processing so many emotions - about 5 liters/quarts of mixed veggies, starting with mixed greens, and continuing on with tomatoes and greens.  To be honest, my recipes are not that exciting since my supplies are pretty limited: cucumber, chard, zucchini, tomato, a bit of celery.  

I can't believe that basil is already out of season, drats.  I haven't frozen enough to last me the winter.  Breaking news:  I found some organic cabbage today, so I'll be making salt-free sauerkraut soon.  That's what I get for spending my time in small town Canada!  But hey, I love it here, it is so beautiful!

I also had a little bit of raw chocolate and a free sample of hemp seeds while in the throes of the emotional joy ride, ... and thought for a minute that I had utterly derailed from the cleanse, until sanity came back, things got put in perspective, I forgave myself and made myself another pitcher of yummy juices upon coming home.  Shortly after, the bubble of pain bursted.  Yeah!!

I love this journey of continual expansion, even if at times, I have doubts that I am able to make it to the other side.  The trick is just to notice the doubts, transform them, and continue on.  Sooner or later, the pain-causing programming gets transformed, and peace inhabits me.  I feel more expanded,  more space inside to breathe, I feel taller, and more loving each time a layer is peeled.

Much love to all!