Day 49 of Juice Feasting - Drats, more self sabotage...

Last night, I was giving my second speech at Toastmaster, and it occurred to me that they hadn't seen me since the spring, 3 sizes bigger... so I talked about why to cleanse, and did a little "striptease" by opening my buttoned up coat with flourish and flinging it, so they could be dazzled by my new body.

Hopefully, I've inspired one or two people...

I'm on the road again today.  Went to very good meetings in Toronto for our village and stopped for the night at my Junkarian friends, who are away for the weekend.  I have the whole house to myself... mmm... gee, yep, I still have some very strong sabotage patterns!  Fell off the wagon again... :o(  It's like a compulsion to make me fail, and a gloating when I do... I'll definitely take care of that - with a friend, since it feels a bit strong right now.  

I'm going to an early morning sacred fire ceremony tomorrow, maybe that will be the place to release it.  Right now, I'm really tired, as I've been on the go all day.

So good night to all!  And send me good vibes so I can get to the bottom of these sabotage patterns sooner than later!

Much love!