Wonderful healing journey

I have taken the time since October, to go deep within myself and heal all the things I found to be released, transformed, and loved within myself.  I feel deeply grateful and quite changed from the adventure.  

It was a journey where I emotionally and literally reconnected with parts of my past I had left behind.  

First, I spent time in NYC, a city I adore.  I used to live there, for 12 years.  There isn't a street corner I haven't been to, as I used to have a tour business.  I actually know NYC better than my city of origin, Paris.  There is also a sense of stability and peace that comes from reconnecting with old friends who've known you for years, and have evolved in parallel tracks.

Then, I flew to California, and was warmly welcomed by my good friends and neighbors in San Diego.  It was there that the dam broke.  Gazing out of their window, into their enchanted garden and to my old house in which I lived with my friend who just died, allowed me to reach and release the frozen knot of pain which had been locked in my heart.  I am so grateful for my friends' love and support which made this access safe and possible.

This marked a turning point, after which it became a voyage of pleasure.  Renting a car, I made my way up the coast, visiting friends and family and making a pilgrimage to Mount Shasta.  For three hours, I was in complete silence and solitude.  I laid on the frozen ground, in deep meditation, barefoot, only to realize afterwards that not a single bird came to disrupt the silence.  The message was very simple:  "I am enough.  Whatever tools or circumstances we now possess is enough.  No need to wait for an upgrade."  Just feelings of peace, gratitude and accomplishment.

Following my intuition, I also connected with soul sisters and it is wonderful to have them back in my life.

I am now in Paris, France, teaching and spending time with my family of origin.  The feeling of peace and inner strength I now live in, is even more apparent here.  I am grateful.